No one know how I feel~
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 7:19 PM
I am back to blog as i wanted to say out my feeling...
Haiz... it has been so many days without her msg and every morning i wake up expecting to see her msg but nvr. I wan thing go back the past where me n her were together la... so every morning 1st thing check my phone gt her msg. Tat day on msn tok to her and she like only replying "ya. no." everything oso like this how to continue to chat on... Then I asked her friend wat happen to her phone n they told me kena convicated again... I really nt sure to trust you anymore lor, is like everyweek oso kena convicated de...
Haiz... I think I am going to spend this year valentine's day alone again~ >:
Anyway tmr is CNY!!!! I WAN ANGPOW!!!! GIV ME MY ANGPOW!!!!!! :D
Yong Xiang.
Promises are meant to be broken.....
Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 4:17 AM
She promise me tat no matter wat happen even if the whole world MIA from me she wun but now even if I text her she oso never reply me at all, I think this is it le.... life hav change back to how is used to be for me.... the feeling(when she left), the lonely life, the singlehood are all coming back like how it used to be for me....
Now life is like cookiemonster is no longer important to her anymore, it used to be her fav but now everything had change... She asked me to think positive and I already text her in the happy mood already but still she still never reply...
Everyone tat noe about me n her past oso noe how much I love her but I dun understand why she dun understand how much I love her... I really wan things back to how it used to be... Everyday msg each other, everyday saying mornnings and nighhts, everyday texting I love you and I miss you, everynight plying with cookiemonster etc.... everything I mean it! You are my everything n I cannot live without you... I MISS YOU!!!!! :'<
Yong Xiang.
Day 2 of being single
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 4:35 AM
she said tat her gt convicated by teacher n dun text her for 3week, i was thinking is this truth or maybe she just wanna avoid me....
Haiz there is nothing i can say, i see until her birthday present tat i prepare i will think of her, the moment i wanna audi, i think of her, even if i just seating at there staring at the air i will still think of her.
Well at least she say be friend, but no matter how we text, we somehow will still fight over the phone which i dun wish oso de... I miss her, I wan everything to go back to the past, no matter how many time I am being hurt i still wanna go back to the past.....
Yong Xiang.
Single
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 4:59 PM
she texted me n say she wanna break up cause she had a own reason... but she did not wanna tell me wat her reason...
U noe that when you are gone away for your camp how many night I never sleep well and worrying for you? You noe tat i already brought your present for you birthday and 2nd month already, yet you still break with me at this moment. Well maybe i am just a useless boyfriend after all?
Just what the fuck is going on . Seriously I don't understand anything to it. Wow . You know what you've done to me ? You think that sorry can suffice for all other reasons you can't give or can't say . Come on dude , things are well and you're making it like that ? I don't see the reason why . Obviously there are guesses which I'll make and I can see that you don't bother about me anymore . But ! I want things to change . I want things to be back to how it was . Unless , you tell me something that might just change my thinking . However its just a little hope of mine (: You don't want me anymore rights , give a goddamn reason . Even if it hurts . Do tell me why . Cause its not fucking right to treat someone like that . I've thought of loads of reasons/craps you're gonna tell me , and I expect you to tell me those crap , if there's this chance .I can honestly tell you that my feelings had never changed at all . Hey . I don't want an apology , I want an explanation , detailed enough , to make me think that I should let you go . You can do this to me , other people can do that to you too .I done so much and i expect some explanation that just all......
Yong Xiang.
Happy 1st month anniversery with dear <3
Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 11:08 PM
Today is me n dear de 1st month hehe so happy :D wishing her a very happy 1st month anniversery :D. I love you lots lots <3
Yong Xiang.
nerd me :X
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 8:22 AM
hav a good laugh at this photo haha well i needa wear spec liao after holiday of plying com LOL kinda see thing blur blur de :P well wat else can i blog was very happy tat last night chatted with dear dear for 2 hrs on the phone n i had a sweet dream last night :D well this photo is to just make u guys laughs enjoy :DYong Xiang.
end of the day for today :D
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 7:18 AM
Well today wake up saw my dear msg heard tat she having headache hope she take care n rest well bah. Afterward went to bathe n go work, end of work go eat den go home n bathe n sleep den wake up le pei dear again untill now bah i going pei dear de sis audi le she ask me to stalk her LOL ;hoho. Lastly DEAR I HEART U <3 :D
Yong Xiang.
No one know how I feel~
Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 7:19 PM
I am back to blog as i wanted to say out my feeling...
Haiz... it has been so many days without her msg and every morning i wake up expecting to see her msg but nvr. I wan thing go back the past where me n her were together la... so every morning 1st thing check my phone gt her msg. Tat day on msn tok to her and she like only replying "ya. no." everything oso like this how to continue to chat on... Then I asked her friend wat happen to her phone n they told me kena convicated again... I really nt sure to trust you anymore lor, is like everyweek oso kena convicated de...
Haiz... I think I am going to spend this year valentine's day alone again~ >:
Anyway tmr is CNY!!!! I WAN ANGPOW!!!! GIV ME MY ANGPOW!!!!!! :D
Yong Xiang.
Promises are meant to be broken.....
Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 4:17 AM
She promise me tat no matter wat happen even if the whole world MIA from me she wun but now even if I text her she oso never reply me at all, I think this is it le.... life hav change back to how is used to be for me.... the feeling(when she left), the lonely life, the singlehood are all coming back like how it used to be for me....
Now life is like cookiemonster is no longer important to her anymore, it used to be her fav but now everything had change... She asked me to think positive and I already text her in the happy mood already but still she still never reply...
Everyone tat noe about me n her past oso noe how much I love her but I dun understand why she dun understand how much I love her... I really wan things back to how it used to be... Everyday msg each other, everyday saying mornnings and nighhts, everyday texting I love you and I miss you, everynight plying with cookiemonster etc.... everything I mean it! You are my everything n I cannot live without you... I MISS YOU!!!!! :'<
Yong Xiang.
Day 2 of being single
Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 4:35 AM
she said tat her gt convicated by teacher n dun text her for 3week, i was thinking is this truth or maybe she just wanna avoid me....
Haiz there is nothing i can say, i see until her birthday present tat i prepare i will think of her, the moment i wanna audi, i think of her, even if i just seating at there staring at the air i will still think of her.
Well at least she say be friend, but no matter how we text, we somehow will still fight over the phone which i dun wish oso de... I miss her, I wan everything to go back to the past, no matter how many time I am being hurt i still wanna go back to the past.....
Yong Xiang.
Single
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 4:59 PM
she texted me n say she wanna break up cause she had a own reason... but she did not wanna tell me wat her reason...
U noe that when you are gone away for your camp how many night I never sleep well and worrying for you? You noe tat i already brought your present for you birthday and 2nd month already, yet you still break with me at this moment. Well maybe i am just a useless boyfriend after all?
Just what the fuck is going on . Seriously I don't understand anything to it. Wow . You know what you've done to me ? You think that sorry can suffice for all other reasons you can't give or can't say . Come on dude , things are well and you're making it like that ? I don't see the reason why . Obviously there are guesses which I'll make and I can see that you don't bother about me anymore . But ! I want things to change . I want things to be back to how it was . Unless , you tell me something that might just change my thinking . However its just a little hope of mine (: You don't want me anymore rights , give a goddamn reason . Even if it hurts . Do tell me why . Cause its not fucking right to treat someone like that . I've thought of loads of reasons/craps you're gonna tell me , and I expect you to tell me those crap , if there's this chance .I can honestly tell you that my feelings had never changed at all . Hey . I don't want an apology , I want an explanation , detailed enough , to make me think that I should let you go . You can do this to me , other people can do that to you too .I done so much and i expect some explanation that just all......
Yong Xiang.
Happy 1st month anniversery with dear <3
Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 11:08 PM
Today is me n dear de 1st month hehe so happy :D wishing her a very happy 1st month anniversery :D. I love you lots lots <3
Yong Xiang.
nerd me :X
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 8:22 AM
hav a good laugh at this photo haha well i needa wear spec liao after holiday of plying com LOL kinda see thing blur blur de :P well wat else can i blog was very happy tat last night chatted with dear dear for 2 hrs on the phone n i had a sweet dream last night :D well this photo is to just make u guys laughs enjoy :D
Yong Xiang.
end of the day for today :D
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 7:18 AM
Well today wake up saw my dear msg heard tat she having headache hope she take care n rest well bah. Afterward went to bathe n go work, end of work go eat den go home n bathe n sleep den wake up le pei dear again untill now bah i going pei dear de sis audi le she ask me to stalk her LOL ;hoho. Lastly DEAR I HEART U <3 :D
Yong Xiang.
Profile
Who Am I ? Im Not Spiderman (:
Name:Seah Yong Xiang
Email:audi-boiboi@hotmail.com
Age:14
Sch:Yishun Sec
Yeaa my existence in this world first became known on 15 April 1995.
Friendly? I dun noe....
:DD
LIKES:
-Plying Rhythm game.
-Jubeat.
-Drum Mania.
-Audition.
-Eating :DD.
-To have someone who can share things withh.
-To think n dream of herr.
-J-Rock music.
-Loving HER
HATES:
-Unreasonable ppl.
-The way i feeling when she leave me.
-to be takenn for grantedd.
WANTED BY ME :DD
-To be with her forever.
-To be there for her when she need someone to.
-To have more money $.$
-POLY :X
-To have a happy life.
-Her to take care of herself.
-Her to always eat on time.
hav a good laugh at this photo haha well i needa wear spec liao after holiday of plying com LOL kinda see thing blur blur de :P well wat else can i blog was very happy tat last night chatted with dear dear for 2 hrs on the phone n i had a sweet dream last night :D well this photo is to just make u guys laughs enjoy :D
